just weird

I just sat playing a stupid a facebook game and cried. Well it was more like tears rolling down my cheeks. How good is that for multi-tasking. Seriously though, it was really weird. Physically I was crying but emotionally - well I was concentrating on the game.

What's even weirder is that at uni today I got told I have to change my whole research project. This is a massive pain in the arse as I have done tons of work towards this proposal. And to start again at this point is a massive pressure as I don't have much time left. Any way whilst my tutor was telling me I felt like I wanted to cry. Instead I smiled and said 'ok, no problem.' So at that point - physically I was smiling, but emotionally I was crying.

Weird huh?? x